here's something interesting to read: i think im becoming a real life psychological vegetarian. last saturday i ended up at a steak dinner where it would have been quite rude not to eat the steak for various complicated social reasons. so i ate some. it tasted weird, but good. im sure if i wasn't vegetarian it would have been very good, it was the special 'butterfly medallions' which apparently there are only two per cow so...man we killed a lot of cows for that dinner.
anyway, getting diverted. later that night i had all kinds of crazy dreams about devouring animal guts, hearts, livers, etc, blood dribbling down my chin. in my dream i was compelled to do it, but i had that same sort of curious, grossed out, intrigued feeling i had while eating the steak in real life. but the dreams were super gross. so...am i a real vegetarian now? its gonna take a while before i feel like one again because, well, real vegetarians dont eat steak even under social pressure, but maybe my brain is finally changing and realizing that meat is pretty gross.
yeah! one step smugger.
ps before i get too smug, let it be known that vegetarian does not equal healthy. last night i had donuts and cheese for dinner.
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oh man i think i've had that cut of meat before when I was with deirdre and bryan (her boyf). I think i remember bryan saying that you have to cook it just right (rare- on the grill for 15 secs or something) or it tastes funny. Dee would know the answer.
It was def a very VERY tasty cut of meat.
Something must be going on with your brain
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